I miss feeling strong. Physically strong. I have always been athletic and into sports. I played softball, soccer, fastpitch, danceteam, swimming and a little bit of rugby. I started young and continued through college. I loved it all-the teamwork, the pushing, the strength, that “badass” feeling. After college I turned to working out at the gym, running, swimming laps; never as fun as playing sports but still it always felt good. Since having my babies, though, it has been hard to find the time,the energy,the anything to work out. I snag a walk with the stroller from time to time. I swim laps when I can make it work. I miss feeling strong. For the first time in my life I feel pretty weak and let’s just say, I hate it. I’m jiggly and jello-ey and not thrilled about it. I really noticed it today when I struggled to carry my littlest lady in the carseat. Given, yes, those carseats are amazingly awkward but boy oh boy I had, like, no muscle left in my arms! For the first time EVER I felt it in my ever day life. And so, I am going on an adventure- a strength-finding, health filled adventure. I have been lacking in will power lately BUT NO MORE! I will use this blog as my venting, my inspiration, my truth and my nitty gritty. It will all come out here! So come along with me-join me to find what makes you feel good!