Feeling It

I’m struggling.  The kids are a handful right now and I’m feelin’ it.  Being a mom is tough because when you get frustrated you are getting frustrated with the little beings that mean the most to you.  You are constantly being shown in a mirror the monster that you can become.  Every word out of your mouth, every gesture, every activity that you either joyfully occupy or otherwise do begrudgingly is under a microscope-I’m either swimming or sinking and it can change from second to second.  I haven’t felt good good in a long time and for that I feel scared and guilty.

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