I have been…feeling good. I have been choosing to feel good as well as thinking about feeling good. I feel more at ease and more settled. If my husband and I are about to get into it, somehow somewhere lately I have been given the gift and ability to take a step back, really think about what I’m about to say, more often than not tweak it so that it’s more caring, understanding and calm and then everything eases up and we don’t dip down into that “hard to dig yourself out of” deep deep canyon of pain, guilt, anger and resentment. I’m hoping this new found superpower stays with me. I know that God is really giving me this gift. And I am really listening for it, accepting it and running with it. I hope who’s ever reading this is doing okay out there. God Bless.